The Dudemeister

I just found out yesterday that a very close freind of mine overdosed on heroin and is now dead. She was the greatest, i loved her, as did everyone else that knew her. As it turns out, her boyfreind talked her into doing it, and he was the one shooting it into her arm. He put way too much (well, any is too much, but you know what i mean) and he killed her. So now her boyfreind is arested and being accused of at least manslaughter 2, i think. im hoping he gets a homocide charge, that ****ing bastard. Ive been bumming ever since i found out yesterday after noon. she died on the 10th. Im glad to say i have something of hers to remember her by. A shirt shel et me wear when i spent the night at her house once.



I dont know how many of you know how this feels, but this is the second time ive lost someone close to me in the past year. My uncle simon, and now Dana. Ive been on the verge of tears all day today. its just so shocking to hear something like this, even if it was from someone close, and now im just in disbeleif of the worl right now. I dont think i could handle it if something like this happened again, i think I'd just breakdown and lose it. Of course i feel like this is in part my fault, for i used to hang out with her a lot, until about three minthsago, which was the last time i saw her. I feel like ****.

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"Whoever appeals to the law against his fellow man is either a fool, or a coward. Whoever cannot take care of himself without that law is both. For as a wounded man shall say to his assailant: 'If I live, I will kill you; If I die, you are forgiven.' Such is the rule of honor.

Estacado

Sorry alex man. Sounded like you knew her really well man. Hopefully that jack@$$ that overdosed her goes to jail, gets butt r*ped, and then gets put to death by electric chair, or you could just kill him.
I couldn't imagine how that would feel though, have never lost anyone that close to me, or someone that I knew. I hope you get threw this man.
Were here for you. My condolences for her family and friends, RIP.

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Pirate skulls and bones
Sticks and stones and weed and bombs
Running when we hit 'em
Lethal poison through their system

Was once Nirvanamonkey.

Pg. 99

**** mate, that's terrible. Hopefully that **** gets what he deserves. ****, sorry mate.

Hatgirl

Ach, that really is awful. A close family member of mine died of an overdose, as did a best friend, so I can empathise a little, although I'm certain I can't remember exactly how dreadful it feels - it's only fresh grief that can do that.

Anything I say will probably end up sounding overly sentimental, but I really do feel for you, and we really are all here for you if you need someone to talk to or some help through this.

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Sean

I couldn't reply earlier because I didn't know what to say...
I still don't know what to say, except that I'm sorry someone close to you died (I'm sorry if that reference seems improper, but I am unaware of her name), and I hope that justice is served.

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mac318

I am so sorry about your friend!! Please know that I am thinking about You!! Drugs are a HORRIBLE thing, they will bring out the WEAKNESS in any one who choses that path!( sometimes people that we THINK we LOVE really FUPAW us and maybe if were lucky WE WAKE UP) I want You to not act on the frustration You feel, I want You to be there for Her Family, Hug them, stand UP for Her, And they Will Be there for YOU 2. From the Family Monsters ^^j^^ ^^j^^ only angels have wings!!!

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Runemage

give it some time
my condolences to the family and friends
you have our support here

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Blondi

dear alex, what can I say?

Im sorry to hear about all this....please know that we are here for you and should you want to talk you know where I am.........

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icemagic

Id be smashing her boy friend. Id literaly be caving his head in.

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The Dudemeister

Thanks eveyone, it does my heart well to know you guys feel this way.



ice, i felt like doing that, but i know better.

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"Whoever appeals to the law against his fellow man is either a fool, or a coward. Whoever cannot take care of himself without that law is both. For as a wounded man shall say to his assailant: 'If I live, I will kill you; If I die, you are forgiven.' Such is the rule of honor.

Estacado

How much of an a$$h*le was this guy that shot her up and caused it all.

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Pirate skulls and bones
Sticks and stones and weed and bombs
Running when we hit 'em
Lethal poison through their system

Was once Nirvanamonkey.

The Dudemeister

I never actually met the guy, but my freind missy knew him really well, and she said he was a terrible person (Probably because of drugs) and about an hour before said event, missy and dana (The deceased) were arguing about the guy. Dana "Loved" him, and missy knew him. And look at what happened....

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"Whoever appeals to the law against his fellow man is either a fool, or a coward. Whoever cannot take care of himself without that law is both. For as a wounded man shall say to his assailant: 'If I live, I will kill you; If I die, you are forgiven.' Such is the rule of honor.

icemagic

Its always best not to. =)

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Internal Primate

I'm sorry for your loss alex man, I hope this prick gets what he deserves.

I sorta know how you feel, in the space of 1 months I had 2 friends commit suicide, so much for the festiv season huh?

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